Servant I Will Be

Matthew 10:39 " Whoever finds life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will find it"




God gives his son to die for you.
you dont think its that important right now.
God gives you all your needs and provides more than enough for you to be happy.
that doesnt impress you.
He gave you life.
so what, He takes it away too.
He is always and forever there for you.
yeah, thats what B.F.Fs are for. duhh.
He is the light.
you think you can already see.
He is your Father.
you think you already have one.
God gave his son for you, his son determines you eternity.
you dont plan that far ahead.
only through the grace of God will you not be tormented beyond this earth.
you think your a pretty good person, he will let you in anyways.
Romans 2:13 " for it is not the hearers of the law who are righteous before God, but the doers of the law who will be justified."
oh... so i have to do everything...?
only if you want mansion, robe, and a crown while stepping throught the pearly gates after God proclaims, "Well done my good and faithful servant"




we need to lose our lives to God.
we are His servants, and forever we will be.
we owe it all to Him.

and all He asks us to do is follow a few rules,
and if we mess up ask Him to forgive us

and mean it.


we are children of God.
the most valued thing anyone of us should hold.
let it shine.
we are Christians=)


God Bless

Whos at fault?

this morning was the time i woke up at complete peace and happiness.

excited that my mother was finally etting something that she truly deserves
i was attempting to help her find the best.


later did i find out that it was for my sister.
i was even more estatic.

searching for again the best.

...


so i was definitly kicked in the face for doing so(not literally)
blamed for parting the family that was never a whole to begin with.

so whos really at fault.?
obviously you dont really know te whole story,
but i can assure you
from the scene of depression,
i am not the one totally to blame.

?!.,;

every single day is supposedly the same.
well not today!!

today was an exception to that rule.
today had to have been classified as amazing...

in first i was asked the question
"what puncuation mark are you?"
i have no clue.


i think i'm a little bit of all.

question mark- inquizative. i think alot, more than the average human.
exclamation point- i'm exciting. i thrive off of craziness at weird moments.
period- i'm down to earth and pretty much straight forward with what i think.
comma- you never know whats next
quotation marks- i'm out spoken
semi-colon- unknown, laid back. not continuously moving like all of the other puncutations



so really i am a wole bunch of stuff combined in to a Courtney.

Firstdays...

day one.


the day we start the unknown
and venture to the routine that will remain.

better known as the beginning to the end,




or maybe thats just the way I see it.




perfection is key,
but certainly not a goal.




vanity is for the less confident
originality is for those who seek more.


consider yourself in between
conformed.






contentment is a virtue i would rather not become associated.

seeking beyond the limits of possibility is where i stand.



fear
is afraid of

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that i am not.



getting up is my fear.







day one.

every ones vivid coloring,
truly dull.



the day that makes the difference.